Alesya Gagarina. Loosing of virginity. Part Three.

Aleysa, Part Three.

LOOSING OF VIRGINITY

When the lights went on and the camera started filming, everything seemed to disappear.  It was nothing short of magical.

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Here I was, ready to be deflowered by this extremely handsome man.  I knew he was quite a bit older than I, but his heart, it was his heart that beat young.  I could tell from his warm eyes that he revered this occasion in my life as if he respected the task I had accepted.  My heart continued to war with my senses knowing that this was the only option I had to save my family.  I could not return to my home a failure, yet for me to lose my virginity in this manner was a personal failure.  My parents would not approve of what I was going to do.  My heart beat fast, partially from Tommy’s heated gaze and partially from the sacrifice that I was to make.

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Alesya Gagarina, part two..

When I woke the next morning, my heart had been lighter than it had been in a long time.  I had a job and I had a plan.  Certainly it was not the most conventional plan there was, but it would provide for our family and remove a lot of the stress that my father’s illness had left us with.  I could not wait for the day that I could tell my parents that they need not worry about my father having to return to work when he was to ill to do so.  Of course, I could not be entirely honest with them about the work I was doing and that bothered me a little, but if I could go to University, too, then I could get a job that I could tell them about.  I did not think that they would be embarrassed by my actions, rather I knew that it would bother them that I felt that I had to do something so drastic with my body in order to support them.
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When I finished my shift at the cafe I arrived promptly at the office of my agent.  We had barely exchanged pleasantries when I blurted out that I wanted to sell my virginity to Tommy and could he arrange it. My agent was a little shocked that I had jumped from being shy about posing nude for pictures to demands that I sell my innocence, but he agreed and said he new of Tommy’s studio and would make all the arrangements.

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Alesya Gagarina, part one..

Hello, My name is Aleysa and this is my virgin secret.

I grew up with my small family of just my mother, my father and I in a small town just outside of St. Petersburg.  We were close enough to be able to easily venture into town and enjoy the culture that such a city afforded, but we were far enough that we did not have a large tourist trade and everyone knew everybody.

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Until recently, I never realized how poor our family was.  We attended many cultural events in the big city such as the ballet and the symphony and we traveled to museums and enjoyed the fine art and history of them.  We never travelled very far, nor did we travel overnight and so I never felt that we were at a loss.

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Mirella Csikis. Losing of virginity.

Mirella’s StoryPart 2

BeforeI left the studios, the producer gave me several DVD’s of videos that he had produced of Tommy taking the virginity of other models. He told me to study them and to recognize the format that the taking of my virginity would follow.

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I was not new to watching porn, there are very few girls my age who have not watched porn. My girlfriends and I tease them and call them losers and mock them. But, I had never seen a Thomas Stone video where he took a girl’s virginity.

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