I am 18 years old and a virgin from Russia. I was a bit nervous today before the shoot. My cousin had arranged for it and I was not sure till the last minute that I would get the courage to go for it.
But I did and I am very happy I did it. This is the first brave thing that I have done in my life.It was 6 years ago that we shifted to St Petersburg. Before that we were in a small town. I am the only child and I am loved a lot by my parents. My father especially spoils me a lot. Although we are not rich, they pamper me a lot and try to give me whatever I want. But somehow there was still something missing from my life. It was eight months ago that I met Alex. He has made my life complete to a large extent.
You may be wondering that I do not know much about sex. But I do. I am very shy but I do want to have sex. I feel scared about doing it the first time but my virgin pussy yearns for a man’s cock to penetrate it. I have imagined about sex for a very long time. Ever since I saw it for the first time.
It was a hot summer’s day. I was sitting at my wndow, looking out one afternoon. From my room you can see into my neighbour’s garden. It was empty for a long time and some new people had come in recently. Suddenly my eyes caught some movement and I looked at the garden. There were two people lying on a cloth on the grass. Both were completely naked! The girl was blond with beautiful legs and huge breasts. The man was lying on his stomach and I could see his ass. It looked so good I couldn’t keep my eyes away. I was quite young then and it didn’t occur to me that they may see me staring at them. He put his head on her chest and started sucking her tits. While watching them, I did not know when but my hands started pressing my teenage tits too. I had never touched myself before and I had not realised how it felt. My boobs were just developing and I felt very awkward about them till then but when I started touching them, my nipples got tight.
The girl had blond hair around her pussy and I started touching my virgin pussytoo which had just started to develop hair. The man had started moving down with his mouth. I was shocked when he put his mouth on her pussy. My virgin vagina started to ache and became hot. I removed my panties and put my fingers over it. IT was hot and throbbing. He bent and seemed to be sucking her there and she arched her back. My finger started to move faster and faster. He then stood up and I saw a cock for the first time. Oh my god. This was the first time I actually saw a cock and it was straight and erect. And so big. He turned the woman around and pushed at her with his huge dick. HE pushed harder and harder and I moved my fingers in a similar way. A wave trembled my body and suddenly I fell back in a daze. My fingers were wet. I could see the woman licking the man’s erect cock like an icecream. Both of them fell back on the cloth. I quickly pulled the curtains and ran inside. This was the first time I experienced feelings like this. I did not share it with anyone till today. I am not a bad girl but I continue to touch myself. There are many other times I saw the two of them secretly till they moved away.
I know one day I would love to have a man to do that to me but I am very shy and a bit scared. I am not very sure if my boyfriend is the right boy but I love him a lot. He knows that I might get scared so has not tried to rush me into anything physical. I love it when his hands accidently touch my teenage breasts. I sometime deliberately do not wear anything under a thin t-shirt. Sometimes I want him to not care so much about what I may feel and go ahead and grab my virgin pussy. At other times I feel nervous. I have heard it is very painful the first time a man’s big cock goes inside a girl’s virgin vagina breaking the hymen. But every girl has to go through it to become a woman. My virgin pussy looks forward to it but I just want the man to be strong and gentle.